Show Me Your Love

Wednesday, you're still not here,not in the morning or later

2012-01-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

I'm being super paranoid right now. I think i'm falling back into the old-me cycle. Man i'm super scared. I'm not even sure if the upcoming one week holiday is suppose to be good or bad.

Good, in a sense that i'll have more time to study.
Bad, in a sense that i'll just watch TV all day while worrying about stuff I shouldn't be worrying about.

Man, i need help EVERY.SINGLE.TIME.

Momsie says it's just that i'm negative, not thankful and think about things beforehand,which is surprisingly bad.

I remembered the last time I envied someone was like a month ago. But then today, ohman I was jealous of everything and everyone.

Like that chick in my class who my friend says is perfect - good home, close with family, pretty, athletic. In a split second I hated this chick already. I totally forgot what my mom said about surfaces. It's just the chick's surface,we don't know her real problems.

Ohoh and just 5 minutes ago when I was reading everyones tweets. Instant jealousy on a group of people who look happy.

WHAT IZ WRONG WITH ME?!

ok, i need to start breathing again. seriously, not the old-me cycle again.

On a more positive note though, I'm gonna start reading articles by http://www.nst.com.my all the time now. I usually don't read papers, but hey this could be a good start. My mood totally changed after I read an article a few weeks back.

And I started watching Hot In Cleveland a few weeks ago too, since it's showing repeats all the time. That changed my mood too. I love Joy Scroggs played by Jane Leeves!

EEEH it's gonna be like my kinda-sorta-small-obsession for The Nanny a few years back. Until they changed the channel to something else and stopped showing repeats. Darn.

Monday, i'm waiting

2012-01-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

Harharhar. I did a pretty good job at going with the flow this weekend. I still have a long way to go, though. I still mope (?) around when something goes wrong. Even just a tiny,tiny,tiny bit. Working on that!

I have tons of homework. And i'm calm. Someone must be influencing me.

So, i'm sitting next to a quite-good-looking-guy-but-not-up-for-grabs-cos-im-a-good-friend. Might be sitting next to him for the rest of the year if nothing changes. Nervous at first, because i'm not good at communicating with the opposite sex,even if we're just friends. I can't help but feel excited yet guilty yet happy yet worried.

I totally flopped during the first day, but aced today, i hafta admit. Followed my sister's advice, with being calm,and sing in your head all the time, don't think-just do. And especially don't expect anything. And also treat him as a girl [ failed ] friend and not some attractive guy.

I'm very blessed, and I thank God. Whatever that happens tomorrow, if God wills, I'll accept calmly. *hopes so*

One thing about this guy tho, he really is a sweet talker. I cannot tell you how many times has he called me pretty and etc. I hope no one from school reads this e__o

It's official, Crazy Little Thing Called Love iz the best rom-com evaaah. lol jk, but its damn good. Cried,laughed and panicked. I alwayz panics.

P'shone is the dreamiest character ever! And not the typical arrogant and cold guy in most rom-coms. He's perfect yet imperfect.

Best guy ever, hands down.

Just Go With Le Flow.

2012-01-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

Hands down is all I can say. Gosh where do I start. It seems that the school has approved my letter stating that I want to move to another class. Cow, i've been told earlier that I should get used to my class, becuase theres no way the teacher's gonna approve and stuff. And when I finally have settled down with my classmates, I'm told I get to move to the 1st class.

Oh man,after all the drama and fitting in, i'm back at square one! I don't even know what to say anymore. Seriously, no. But this is all God's will, and i'm not suppose to complain or regret. So it's best if I stay silent and be thankful.

Everyone kept on saying I look depressed and emo and stuff, and I take everything literally and seriously. Everything you say matters to me. I can't take a chill pill. So my head is always worrying and thinking about something. I wish I can't shut it down and turn it on anytime I want.

Turn it on sounds wrong.

Soooo, since i'm sitting alone in this new class, I hope I can give a good impression to everyone [ eventhough i know most of them ] and I don't wanna look emo and lonely or anything.

Yepp, ze aim is from now on, just go with the flow, put on a blank face and always sing to myself (?) . At least singing in my head is better than worrying over petty things.
I shouldn't have overreacted with the class thing in the first place. It's not like a heaven or hell thing. Just go with the flow~

Like A Fool

2012-01-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

credits as to whoever owns this picture ! :D

HOHOHO. HOHOHO indeed. I've finally accepted the fact that i'm in this class. Most probably for 2 years. I won't mind getting ditched or being left out as long as I remember my duty as a student - studying.

Most of the teachers think i'm nervous or worried or something. It's kinda embarassing, seriously stop it teachers.

My mom specifically told me and my sis that we can't watch Korean or Japanese dramas // movies often. BUT SHE FORGOT TO SAY THAI MOVIES. OH YES.

Aaaand, since I was so depressed about school, I forgot totally about my obsession towards Goong.

lol so yesterday my sister's roommate asked her to watch a Thai movie called A Little Thing Called Love // First Love. Me and my sis only got to watch like half of it cos she had to go back to university. Currently downloading it, but theres so many errors ergh why.

The movie,so far, is perfect. Le creys I just love high school love stories. Can't wait for the ending!

It really is that simple

2012-01-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

Started school yesterday. Hmm, I have to admit, I was an ungrateful bish yesterday. I still was today from time to time.

So I got into the last class for pure science [ Biology,Physics,Chemistry, Add Maths, Mordern Maths, BM, English, Islamic Studies, History ] . Eventhough the subjects were totally my choice and I fantasize of learning them since ever, the class was not my choice. My class was half pure science and the other half sub science.

Now, imma be honest. I've never been to a low class. I've always been at the top. And I always underestimate and discriminate the ones in the lower class. It never ever even crossed my mind to actually share a class with them or even socializing with them. And it actually did happen.

I had a headache in class, i was sweating, panicking and almost crying. Blaming everyone. Yep especially that. I was stressed out for the whole day!

I cried yesterday. So I talked to my mom, the person in the family with the least emotions. And an hour later it felt dumb for crying over something so petty.This is God's test for me. This is God's fate for me. this is God's punishment for me for badmouthing them. And I was in denial.

And just imagine, in two days. TWO DAYS, I got back the same treatment I always give to the people in the lower class. I felt left out, lost and insulted. And im always, ALWAYS jealous of everyone who seems happy. So yeah envy-spree yesterday. At least now I know how much I am to my bestfriends.

I still don't know what's gonna happen to me. i have no plans on how to react to anything anymore. Which is good. I actually planned on being a happy perky girl on the first day so that I can become class monitor. failed so bad. So yeah, im not gonna plan on my reactions from now on.

Why Has It Taken So Long For Me To Hear It?

2012-01-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

I managed to finish 2 amazing dramas in 3 days [ being quarantined doesn't help either ] .

The first one was My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho. Which just blew my mind with the awesome plot on the 1st episode. I tried to watch it early last year, but gave up after 3 episodes. I tried No Min Woo, I tried..
Re-watched it since it was on TV. And seriously, I have no idea why I dropped it back then. The actors were amazing, the OST was superb, and eventhough you can predict the ending, you have no idea HOW is it going to end.

The next drama was Goong. I actually dropped this drama twice. Re-watched it because I accidentally saw it on TV. Found out that it was the same director that did Playful Kiss. And the resemblance between the 2 dramas was quite obvious. The OST is worth buying,seriously. I'm not surprised why it was named the most watched drama of 2006.

In conclusion, I dropped Goong because I was young and not a real romantic, emotional person back then. If I did finish it back then when I was 12, the drama would leave a totally different impact on me. So I'm glad I finished it when i'm 15.
Actually,looking back, I wasn't much of a rom-com fan as I am now. LE RAGING HORMONES i guess.

These photos aren't mine

Joo Ji Hoon is just gorgeous and he's a great actor, forget about his drug scandal everyone!! Even my mom likes him..

Glad he's in KeyEast, promising future. I hope he's gonna be on a drama or movie soon [ i loveeed Antique Bakery ] after his musical.

Perhaps Love

2012-01-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

Happy New Yearrr! Fell asleep at 10 yesterday,oh wells what to do,i've been lying around all week and i'm finally cured but then realized I didn't sleep well when I was sick. BUT IT WAS ALL WORTH IT.

I don't really wait for a whole new year to change myself, heck, I change myself anytime I want. I start anew anytime I want.

So when I was sick I felt really grateful to those around me.
When i was sick I had the determination to be happy [ i AM happy, its just my gloomy aura ]
When I was sick, I realized I need to treat everyone equally. LOLZ COS I JUDGE BY LOOKS.
And most importantly, when I was watching Diary Of A Wimpy Kid [ omgah Devon Bostick ], I realized whatever that seems important now, might not be important 10 years later.

Obviously, it wasn't just being sick that made me realize this, it was Korean dramas. too.

I'm not a biiig kdrama fan, i'm just a big kdrama fan, so most of the dramas I watch are Japanese. Refer here >>>http://mydramalist.com/dramalist/nyssyahh

But seriously,the 2 kdramas i watched when i was sick was superb. And the fact that i dropped both dramas before was just...what was i thinking? I dropped Coffee Prince, My Girl, Full House, Witch Yoo Hee, and a lot more.
Which means that the only kdramas that I actually finished was Sungkyunkwan Scandal, Marry Me Mary, BOF and Playful Kiss.

So yeah lesson learnt.

i hate

2011-12-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

I totally despise Hayami Mokomichi. Seriously, it is such a crime for him to exist. He totally broke my heart in Zettai Kareshi. And every single motha flipping day, there is always a picture of him half-naked. WAE??!!
Yup if anyone wants to marry me you need to be exactly like him.
I am high in demand to all you men out there [ this is obviously a joke ]
le creys* he's so perfect.
AND THAT TAN! oh don't get me started.

Nostalgic

2011-12-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

After watching Strong Heart today, with 10 Super Junior members, ahh, it really ends like this doesn't it? This is gonna be a long personal post, so I don't expect anyone but myself to read it. And it is for me to read everytime something happens.

I can't remember the date or day,but I remembered it was in 2007 where my neighbours, Anna Nuraina & Lili Sabrina introduced me to Super Junior. After a long time, they came by, and Aina showed us some Full House videos and taught us how to play Darumasanga. Then it was decided that she would come by every Friday and spend time with us the whole day.

Weeks passed and we finished watching Full House super fast. Next, we watched Love Letter, X-Man, Heroine 6 and Jihwaza. By the end of the year, we were korean idol maniacs. So before school started in January, Aina said we should stay quiet and be humble at all times. I have to say, that advice has been ringing in my head for quite some time now.

School was sad, as no one loved korean entertainment like me [ this was before Hallyu-wave came to Malaysia ] . Everyone at school wasn't really helping, except Nyla, who I know won't judge or hate on anything. Everyone said a lot of things.

But the next year was quite different. Everyone started to love korean entertainment and I felt a bit annoyed. Hypocrites these people. They just loved to show off everything in front of me. And soon enough my love for these boys became lesser and lesse due to this. I just felt like I wasn't a fan anymore. Plus my neighbours have moved on to reality but still intact with korean entertainment.

Later on, I couldn't stand it anymore. I regret for not being noisy and overreacting when I first met korean entertainment. Because I only hardcore stalk the idols I first met, everyone kept on saying I was a newbie in this, I don't know about kpop like them. A term I really hate to use, KPOP. How dare they call me a newbie? Because of this, I lost all contacts with my friends on the net. I totally changed. I've become the self-concious, awkward me who just happen to know 'old' korean songs. Up until now i've been this way.

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But after watching Strong Heart and crying with Super Junior, I'm so thankful that my neighbours introduced me to them. It has changed me dramatically and it has also changed me back to the old me before korean entertainment came in.

Because of Super Junior, my sister and I are bestfriends and we can talk about various things we couldn't before.

Because of Super Junior, i'm suuuper close with my neighbours like never before. Our childhood relationship and lifelong friendship is truly an amazing one.

Because of Super Junior, I had the tenacity to study like never before. I've always been at the bottom, but because my parents told me that I can't go to a concert, and its best if I save up on meeting them when I become a doctor, I studied like mad. In a year, I was the top of my class and top 5 in my school. But after losing hope on them, I didn't study much at all.

Because of Super Junior, I wasn't desperate for a boyfriend anymore. I just pretended that I wanted one, but all along, I just loved Super Junior only.

Because of Super Junior, I was more steady in my religion than I am now.

They're just the best boyband that I could ever ask for. And I myself failed to see that after a few years of everyone's yapping. I forgot what was important to me. Why did I hate them? Just because everyone loves Super Junior? I am eternally grateful to them. What they did to me, made me laugh, made me cry. I forgot what was it like to be a fan. Eventhough they're not present with me, somehow they are. Without them, I might turn out to be a yankee or worse.

I'm just so disappointed with myself for being like this. I forgot. I forgot. At the end of the day, I just want to love Super Junior and the endless memories they made for me without even being there.

I just feel like crying because i'm not what I am a few years back, and I just hate the really fake me right now. I don't know what happened last year. I was such a different person before that.

And I know, the way to be me again, is by loving Super Junior all over again.

All 13 of them.

My love should not be affected by other people. And I shouldn't care what bitches say. Right Heechul?

Forever an Everlasting Friend, SUPER JUNIOREO~ * puts out palm*

It's a fine day for cows

2011-12-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd year anniversary to me! *celebrates alone*

MOVING ON,

I have finally found translations to Kaku Kento's blog :') I'm so happy I can finally understand what he's saying. Eventhough it's not much most of the time.. -.-'

I spent the whole day with my mum yesterday. 10 hours for one bag [ and another bag, 3 scoops of ice-cream,CDs,5 mystery novels and sushi ] was worth it.
I can't believe my mum said that i'll be at the top when it comes to finding a hsuband. She said i'll be the hardest and cause nuisance to everyone when I get married. What.

And when we ate sushi, everyone there was so handsome. Oh why? I've commited great sins just by staring at Siwon's abs all day at home, and when I finally get a break from all of that, I see these totally gorgeus men serving me raw fish. I mean I was totally restraining myself from saying YOU when he asked what i'd like for lunch. Gosh,these mean people.

I didn't want to finish my money in one day, so I only bought Rebound and Sungkyunkwan Scandal [ eventhough I've watched it a gazillion times ] . Song Joongki fetish at the Korean aisle for me.

I learnt a lot yesterday, and I hope to change. But lol my temper is still the same.

Brainwashed

2011-12-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

It's been 3 years eh? I didn't expect this crush to be a long one. Wow wow wow. A lot has happened and whenever I think about what happened along these 3 years, I feel like hiding under a rock. Seriously, what was I thinking back then? I know this is just me, and my crazy imagination and dreams, but fate will always pull me back to you eh? Every.Single.Time.
ANYWAYS,

Speaking of long crushes, it has also been 3 years since I started watching Itazura Na Kiss.
Basically I watched the Taiwanese version first by accident [ it was on TV lol ]. Then, the sequel which took me a year to finish [ Queen of procrastination for you ]. Cried the whole way *blows tissue*

Before Andy & Solbi existed, Ariel Lin & Joe Cheng were my favourite on-screen couple. It looks damn real, I can't even.

Then I heard the Korean version was coming out. Found out theres an anime and a manga [ the author died before finishing the manga :( ] . I'm still reading and watching both, btw. -____-'

Because of this, me and my sister fell in love with KHJ. Man, he's never been my favourite even during his SS501 days. i'm sorry neighbour.

Then I watched the Japanese version. Never really followed the manga, so the story line was mehh. BUT Takashi Kashiwabara was in it, so all was good. They should make a remake though.

But maybe after i'm done with everything, i'll be watching the Taiwanese version again. Man, I can't get enough of thiss!!
Maybe because the female lead had a crush on him for 5 years then got married with him. MIRACLESSS!

Maybe if someone has persistence like her, she'll definitely can get someone cold-hearted,mean and hurtful. Yet handsome.

I don't own any of these photos, credits to the owners :)

Accompanied by a tissue box

2011-11-24T10:26:00.001+08:00

It is possible to have fun alone

DIS BISH IS SO LUCKY. I MEAN WHAT AKU PUN NAK.

Love between human and robot must end up badly, idk why. le creys I thought of reading Absolute Boyfriend. No way in hell what was i thinking.
Anyways I finished Q10, the ending was okay, since the drama is heavy, the ending didn't really have any effect on me. If you compare it with Absolute Boyfriend, the drama was totally playful and fun but the ending was so sad I couldn't sleep the whole night.
I promise, no more human-robot love anymore.
i think i'm gonna be sick again.

And yet another one

2011-11-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

I've been busy lately, and i'm sure everyone else is also in the same postion as I am. My mom left me some errands to do. [ indirectly most of the time ] So this means ... not that much actually.

I finished ;

Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge [ Perfect Girl Evolution / Wallflower ]

Kame is super gorgeous as usual *fangirlscream*

photo taken from harvestofmydreams

Gokusen 3!

Another drama me and my sister procastinated. Also finished all three seasons' special. Watching the movie this weekend! :D

I'm currently watching Tumbling, a drama on Men's rythmic gymnastics. It's kinda cool actually.

But me, as usual,never reading the sypnopsis but seeing the cast first decided to watch this drama because of my new fetish over Kaku Kento *screams*

taken from bealovesheechul :)

mostly taken from mole-fetish & dothedmotion :)

And and i'm watching MR.BRAIN. Bought it just because I saw Takuya Kimura on the cover. Yes yes big Takuya Kimura fan over here eventhough people call him 'old' .

This might sound like i'm easily influenced, but the drama is about neurology. And ever since I wanted to become a doctor i've been wanting to work on the neurology area.

And since the drama is about neuroscience and stuff, I can't help thinking of this so-called coincidence. But yeah,that's just me.

PLUSSSS, the cast is amazinggg. Almost every episode,the guest star is just so guh-lamss!

taken from redcorpsebey :)

Taken from shadowsareeverywhere

In episode 2, they had GACKT!!! OMGOMG WHAT WHAT! And they had Sato Takeru as an amnesiac pianist! And Nakama Yukie as one of the criminals! I have two episodes left,so yeh.

Haven't really finished Kimi Ni Todoke yet. oh wells oh wells.

OHMAIII

2011-11-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

I didn't know that there was an undelete blog button!

Yeah,just hanging around here because i'm sick. As in sick sick...My lifeeeee.

Dramas i'm done with :

LONG VACATION!!!

1 Pound No Fukuin ! [ Very inspiring to unhealthy people like me ]

photo from nightinday.tumblr.com

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan!

Brown Sugar Macchiato !

Finally after 2 years of procrastinating :D

GuiWang fo lyfe!

And Samurai High School !

ok then,back to lifeless yet happy but sick life.

Coincidence

2011-07-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so busy these days, it seems like my blog is long gone. WELL NOW IT ISN'T. I think. Right before my weekend started last week, skyped with Haniz. I need to get a life so I can complain to her more. loljk but seriously.

My weekend was ... uh. My mom said I was too timid and get embarrassed easily. After a slap, lesson learnt. Gotta be less annoying and awkward. Right. Thank God, the weekend ended super fast. I don't really wanna remember what happened :\

My grandma arrived from UK 6 hours ago. Along with my cousins. I'm sooooo happy they're back. Sorry to say, but they're my favourite cousins and they're not bitchy and studious like all the others.

I need to kalm my tits.

credits to whoever own these photos

i love Running Man, eventhough Joongki's no longer in it :(

I'm so sorry Aina, I have to be the worst neighbour ever, but KHJ is so handsome, I can't even.

Oily

2011-07-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihi. Abandoned my blog for the 3287874 time. Yeah, i'm kinda busy lately [ lololol ], i know no one actually reads my blog, but I like to write about myself and I don't really care anymore what people might think of me. [ lul not true, i'm super self-conscious and I hate it! ]

Okay, let me see what I last wrote. Urgh derp post about drama obsession, thank God that kekosongan politik is over. I got straight A's for my Mid-Term exams, i suck at BM. Open Day went well, Pn. Chan said I was a good girl. >:)

Oh speaking of Pn. Chan, I think she's in labor right now....i hope it's a boy, or i'll lose a bet with my mom. Anyways, can't wait to see who'll replace her. I'm like really looking forward to finishing my syllabus right now, because there's about 84 days to PMR. Sad life.

Won high-jump,my parents didn't expect that,so their reactions were insulting. But nevertheless, Alhamdulillah. Finally a gold medal in the cupboard. Lost at the Taekwondo tournament to some bitch my sister fought with last time. Well, my sister is like damn pro, and i'm like super lembik. I regretted that I threw my tantrum and cried at the venue. A bronze medal was at stake. And I didn't say good luck to someone. The only thing I didn't regret was making that bitch barren. HAHA no babies for you. Sorry, i'm mean.

Sports Day is next week, and us scouts haven't completed our formation yet. Excitedddddddd eventhough, most of the time they forget my name. Not competing for any running events tho.

Fourian Fare's on the 30th. I'm part of the AJK. Not so good right now with the preparations. Well, because someone's being a bit kiasu even when that someone has no power at all.

My iPod is finally alive after 3 months and 2 days.

I thought Haniz was mad at me and stuff, turns out she had no credit. Panicked.Like.Mad.

BYE.

Oh btw, just watched HyunA's comeback on Music Bank. Really reminded me of Hyori. If I had to choose one, i'd say Hyori. Everything she does with her style and genre is perfect. She's a goddess, i give up.

Kekosongan Politik

2011-06-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

I finished Itazura Na Kiss yesterday, after delaying it for 3 years. And i'm having that kekosongan politik moment. This happens every single time I finish a drama. It's just an uncomfortable feeling that will last for 3 days. Ohmai this gon b long.

So yeah, after finishing a drama, first thing I do, STALK. If it's a Korean drama, I won't have any trouble, but since it's a Japanese one, it is 10 times harder to stalk, idk why.

The drama was aired in 1996. So damn fucking long ago. What is even-. I was like 5 months and Kassy [ the male lead ] was 19 or something. I'M 15 YEARS LATE FML. And now he's 35, divorced and dating some chick that I can't remember her name. K, back to the drama, since it was way back in 1996, I didn't expect anything good,but it was quite okay for a 1996 drama. I hate it when I read all the comments and they're like, 'The Taiwanese and Korean version's better', well duhh we have mother fishing technology now. And I especially hate those perverted comments asking for more kisses. Bish this ain't porn -_-

lol I can't believe I called Kassy an old bag in Honey&Clover last year. I was so stupid. He's so freaking handsome for someone in their 30s.

mmm pun boleh.

shes not even pretty lul just kidding but seriously.

MU

2011-05-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

Two MU's affected today. FIRST, Manchester United lost. Woopity-effing-doo. I don't support Barcelona, but when it comes down to this, I do >:D
NEXT, is Malaya University [ ehh i think ] . So my sister's starting her Orientation this week. I'm not gonna write what it's called, because when people type it in Google, my blog will pop out. Not cool.
Anyways, went there at 7.45 came back around 5. Shortest long day ever. After checking in, lepak-ed at ze cat infested cafeteria. Then went to her room. ON.THE.9TH.FLOOR. Used the stairs cause the lift was full. MaiGod, so friggin tiring can die.After spring cleaning her room, had a mesyuarat with the uh teachers there? Oh right lecturers. They seem nice.

And the best part is, the lecturer said that students are like going to roam free whenever they want but have to come back by midnight [ lul cinderella anyone? ] . Asalkan it doesn't effect your studies. MidValley is like a stone's throw away dammit.

Overall, it was fun and disappointing.
Fun, because of the cleaning up and wandering around the campus part.
Disappointing, because there are still Malaysians out there judging people who don't cover their head. The way they stared was just ... But whatever, you're supposed to be civilized people right? Heh.

Oh and her room mate.Her room mate. hermsherms she's from Johor and she's naise but a bit too clingy and shy and proud. oh wellz I thought she'd look like Minka Kelly or something. Dreams shattered.

Since i'm the oldest in da crib now, I have to start socialising with my relatives, take care of my siblings, socilaise with ze neighbours, clean everything, THIS IS NOT WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR.

She has to wear that for the whole week.

ok then.

Mid-terms finally done omgomgomg

2011-05-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

Just to let everyone know I still love kpop and my anniversary is coming up~

Midterms being over removes a big burden on my shoulders. Overdue folios are just ugh. I have to move my ass to school tomorrow. Damn it. Just to send a 30-something page folio. This is why my sister shall come to the rescue before she leaves on Sunday. Another one gone, how am I suppose to survive the year?

Wasted the whole day today. I'll try to use my holidays wisely and avoid the computer. I know, it seems impossible but I haven't tried yet so shatap.

My blog is so dead, maybe its better this way? luljk

I really miss Haniz. A part of me really died when she moved. Seriously, even my sister said I changed. Wells, macam manew nak buat nih? I haven't heard her voice for like ages. WE NEED TO SKYPE WOMAN. I just feel kinda lonely.

Speaking of woman, Juju's birthday tomorrow.

Happy Birthday IN Advance Juuuu! Hot pink is hot and i now u alls suka hot pink.

Okay then, bye.

I still haven't watched Long Vacation. Waste my money oni.

I have to stop complaining and start being grateful. Look down, not up di mana hidup dan orang glamerz ada.

Macaroni Macaroni Mac and Cheese

2011-03-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yes guys, damnit.

So been checking out on what my sister's been doing lately. All the scholarships and radda radda. I'm kinda scared. I mean there's even some scholarships that said,'Wajib wakil daerah'.

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

I mean, my studies aren't that good. I have the biggest cari masalah ass at home and I ain't studyin til its 2 weeks before exam brotha.

HEEHOOHEEHOO panicking.

It's kinda unfair how some people have power to just go to any universities they want without making any effort. ANY EFFORT. And when I say power I mean bribe. luljk no lah. But seriously.

ANYWAYS, BACK TO MOI,

my mom said I should kalm my tits [ lol heck no she said that ] and just concentrate on PMR.

I'm so lazy, and why iz dis country damn hot. 2 days without rain is like killing me. OMG y is my bedroom door open??????! paneh bebenor. off topic. I wish my blog was kool.

Vitagen

2011-03-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

So hei. Haven't really updated this blog for quite some time eh? This is so awkward. I know blogs are suppose to be about facts and latest news and complaining about how awesome your life is. But, whenever I do that, I sound like some spoilt-ass-shit-cold-know-it-all-asian-kid.

So i'll try to write something useful at all times. No shizz.

ugh i'm so tired i don't even know what to write. Tiring day, my parents were disappointed with my marks. I AIN'T EVEN MAD. I tried my best, and that is all. Right after the exams, I thought of studying and membuat nota harian, but as usual, fail.

At least Anna came and hanged with us today. It's like we only meet once in 3 months. I used to see her every week, heck, every single day. But anyways, her college life is so awesome it makes me super excited to go to college until I remember the fact that i'm going to

Medical school

Medical School

Medical School

or maybe Computer Science, or Psychology, I don't know. Well, cut psychology off, I'm not even a good liar. Maybe I should join hospitality? i don't know.

blegh okay wotevo, imma be an architect like Jed Mosely.

Dumb gone dumber

2011-01-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

Had some stuff done today. STUFF. I was barely at home. luljk i'm lying around the house almost the whole day. Cleaning up clutter. Everywhere. Until now. Procastinating like hell. But the whole point i'm suddenly rajin is to avoid studying at my table. pehhh i'm so lazy , all these weird noises are coming from me. I sound like a pregnant cat. Okay, this whole post is pointless.

PS : It's kinda weird that when TVXQ made their comeback,everyone new is acting like they've known them their whole life padahal baru tahu kpop last year. HAHA loser. If I asked them 2 months back mesti cannot jawab kan? *weird noise*

Screaming

2011-01-07T13:56:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHA DEAD.

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR * fake firework sounds* I'm wishing 7 days late, I know, psh.

First week of school is gone. I'm kinda happy with my class. I'm not expecting them to be social butterflies or something, but at least they're talking. :D I'm pretty darn sad with the fact that i'm sitting under the fan. I would die for this place last year. Not this year. Sejuk gila sampai tak sejuk langsu-

Anyways, everyone's a hypocrite and life's unfair. Hukum dan adat hidup. Okay i'm gonna stop myself before being all sentimental-ey because I get up every single morning with the worst mood in the world except today because I woke up late okay?

Oh and I don't like anyone. achievement paling besar seumur hidup.

ihatetyposFUU

2010-12-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be a busy week with school preparations, going back to my hometown, trying to stay fit and a lot more. Sigh, dah nak habis dah cuti. Did it even start?

Went to Nyla's house and just hanged. Came back home to find unexpected relatives. WHUTTT. Had to cancel tuition and instead of,

' When is the next class teacher?' I wrote ,
' When is the next ass teacher?'.

Okay this happened today. I hate you phone.

So i'm currently being paranoid and not letting go of my phone. Which means i'm typing and doing everything with one hand. Damn you paranoia.lul I can't even chill.

Okay, i'll most probably won't blog til school starts so....loljk i'm a lifeless tut so I will.

so, bye?

Bear

2010-12-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

I've never thought of guys with moustaches that much. It looks kinda disgusting and a turn-off. And most guys think having a moustache would make girls like them more?
Well, adalah. But i'm not one of them until recently. HEHE, but still only some guys can pull off the stache look okay? -.-'

EHHHH, Y LOTS OF PEOPLE DAH START BELAJAR? I feel like studying but as usual, malas and I have the drama marathon. I'll start on January? IDK. Plus, i'm dying to know what class i'm going to. HNNNGGGG.

Nevermind that

2010-12-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

wOOh yello. Lama tak update, like anyone cares. Okay, i'll just say whatever I want to say since the video me and my sis are watching lambat gila nak mati.

Eventho my sister has one more paper left, we've already started our long-awaited drama-variety shows marathon. I mean, it's kinda weird and lonely and empty kalau tengok drama or shows alone. So that's why i've been an adik mithali and waited for my sister.

And we have a veryyyyy long list.

Hehe so currently we're watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal and Mary Stayed Out All Night. Harhar, in a day we watch about 5-6 episodes. Macam zombie yang teruk gila pandang computer 12 hours [ or more ] straight.

So anyways, i'll be inactive for any outings or hangouts for the rest of 2010, except for the anticipated hangout with Ju, Nyla and Sara :D
I'll be inactive mostly because of my dad's never-ending-plans-after-spm which will never happen. But i'm still having high hopes. So yeah, beli baju mandi baru bukan sebab nak holiday tapi nak pergi 3k. Sad yet happy, idk why.

IU is super pretty. Heh, even aidan said she's pretty. And kids never lie.

Boredom

2010-12-01T13:58:00.001+08:00

Yes, i shall finally admit the sad fact that i'm bored. I eat 7 main meals a day now. The good thing is, I don't snack. I've decided not to do anything useful around her because if I try to do anything nice or vice versa, it will all go horribly wrong. I wish I can go swimming now. But my sister's having SPM, so in the mean time, all of us are dragged along too.

My dad made a lot of plans after my sister finished all those bloody papers. Excited. hihik.

Okay, imma eat my 4th meal of the day now. i'm so hungry.

We each have our own history

2010-11-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

My body is aching. Turns out an old master came and taught us yesterday. NIGHTMARE. I feel kinda sick. My mom's coming back at 1, so I have to use the internet as much as possible before she comes back. I'm not suppose to use the internet. HEEHEEHEE.

I'm going to school at 10. I still tak faham the motif of going. My neighbour just ajak pergi nak ambil result slip. So i'm like, " I'm following >:) " I asked a lot of people about this result slip thingy, tapi no one responded. So i'll just go je lah.

I just found out something pretty and magical

tapi nevermind la, think about it yourself

Finally

2010-11-26T11:50:00.000+08:00

I haven't been keeping up with 2PM. And when i saw Nichkhun in this pic, im like *stalk mode*. I'm not gonna watch WGM, and join the khuntoria side.

Andy and Solbi forever and everzzz.

okay, the truth is i'm lazy.

HIDE YO WIVES!

I miss Eric Mun. I miss the times when me, Anna and my sister would watch videos every Friday without miss. I miss the times when we'd laugh sampai terkentut or we needed to pee. I miss the times when shows were actually funny and dominant. And not, the shows yang tunjuk 3-4 bulan lepastu nak cancel. I just finished watching SHINee's hello Baby and i have to say, I miss watching shows. It's just that idk what is actually worth watching. After my sister habis SPM, we're so calling Anna and have on huge laugh bonanza. EH WAIT, where is Anna?

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY'RE COMPARING BEAST TO SHINHWA.

okay, memang patut pun, i don't really care. :DD

AHAH, swimming, yes, i'm so going again

TOLD YOU BITCHEZZZZ

Holy Moly

2010-11-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

After re-reading my last two posts, I feel so pathetic. PSHHHH, that's just who I am regretful and pathetic. I won't delete those posts because, 20 years later I want to show it to my children.

Oh tomorrow I have to make apologies to everyone I screwed today. Maybe a public apology. I can't believe I spoiled my grandma's 71st birthday. WHATTA HYPOCRITE-SELFISH-BITCH I AM.

Aish darn you hormones. T_T

2010-11-22T15:56:00.001+08:00

Oh and not getting invited too. Yes, i'm a huge hypocrite. But, I wasn't told eventhough I was suppose to be a part of it. Whatever crap.

2010-11-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I woke up late on my grandma's birthday even when I had a HUGEEEE surprise for her that I planned 3 weeks straight. HEH, i'm like keep calm and carry on. But in my head i'm like mofo-ing.
Then, my scheduele went really bad today, and I didn't get to do my tuition homework that's due tomorrow because of Aidan. BIG DEAL.
And then my little sister was being annoying and being annoying and I wanted to kill her so badly. Then my brother had to say that i'm not invited to the lunch table.
Yeah, I blew really badly and my grandma had a headache, but too bad cos I inherit a lot from my dad, and naturally the Mandos temper and regret what I say symptom.
I skipped lunch and locked myself up in the room. Then my sister knocked and said a few scary stuff, so I ran downstairs and splashed water all over the place and on her ugly face. And my aunt was there. Like I give a f.
And now my grandma is near fainting and i'm up here feeling all regretty and shitty but I won't do anything about it even if its her birthday. And everyone's screaming downstairs. This will continue every few days or the day after an incident or something.

That's my holidays for you.

I still know. lol.

2010-11-19T09:54:00.000+08:00

So I've been quite lazy lately. My eyes are puffy, and I keep on gaining and losing weight. Those are somehow the symptoms of me, getting lazy. Thank God this computer is still alive. HNGGGG.

Other than this uhmazing computer, I'm pretty much occupied with the Asian Games. The whole reason i'm watching it is because of swimming.But it ended yesterday night, i'm not interested in the other events that much. I'm kinda happy Japan won for the 4x100m Medley Relay. Harhar, i like the backstroker.

Another reason i'm watching is to see if we'll beat Singapore in the medal tally.

Here I am, sitting upstairs, loading Hammer Session and wanting to finish the last two episodes. And listening to songs. And singing all the parts I know while my sister is having tuition downstairs.

I watched I Know What You Did Last Summer yesterday, heh.

2010-11-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

You: hi

Stranger: RAWR

You: RAWR BACK?

You: ARE YOU AN ORANGE?!

Stranger: FUCK TO THE YES

Stranger: how did you know?

You: OH COOLLLL

You: you see, im special

Stranger: i wish i was special :[.

You: and fuckyeaa i rock

Stranger: are you a UNICORN?!

You: YESSS

You: OMG YOU'RE SPECIAL TOO?!

You: WE'RE SO FUCKIN AWESOME

Stranger: I GUESS SO

Stranger: YEAH YEAH YEAH

You: WE SHOULD RULE THE WORLD OR SOMETHING

Stranger: IKR?!

You: hahha

You: you're fun

Stranger: I WILL BE THE KING EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A VAGINA

Stranger: O.O

You: OMG

You: i wanna be a king too!

You: not a fairy princess,

You: A KING

Stranger: Im a king with fairy wings so...

Stranger: IMA FAIRY KING! :D

You: FUCK YOUUUUU

Stranger: BE JEALOUS. Very jealous

You: I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE ONE!

You: TROLOLOLOL

Stranger: Guess what?

You: WHATTT

Stranger: CHICKEN BUTT!

You: HAHHAHAHHAHAHAH -.-

You: :D

Stranger: Bahahaha you fell for it XD

Stranger: Loser

Stranger: JK i love youuuu

You: HAHHAHA

You: I LAPCHU TOO

You: but not to a girly princess level

Stranger: THAT SOUNDED DIRTY

Stranger: IMA GIRLY FAIRY KING

You: HEYYYYY

You: UNFAIRRRRR

You: IMMA BE A LION

You: IDK WHY

You: KING OF THE JUNGLE

Stranger: MEOW

Stranger: QUACk

You: with a vayjayna

Stranger: JUSTIN BIEBER HAS A BOYJINA

Stranger: aslioakgjpioasag

You: LOLOLOL

You: DID YOU JUST INSULT HIM

You: LOLOLOL

Stranger: YES I DID

You: I LIKE YOU!

Stranger: I LIKE YOU TOO :D

Stranger: HOORAY FOR CAPS. LOCK

You: I KNOW

You: IM SO THIRSTY FRM SHOUTING IN MY MIND

Stranger: I AM TOO

Stranger: LETS GO GET SOME WATAHHH

You: LETSSSSS

You: IMMA GET SOME BIEBER JUICE

You: LOL SOUNDS WRONG

Stranger: LOLOLOLOLOL HES GONNA CUM IN CHUR MOUTH XDDDDDD

Stranger: I WISH ALL OMEGLERS WERE AS COOL AS US

You: I KNOW

You: MOST OF THEM JUST ASK IF WE'RE HORNY

You: WE SO RULE OMEGLE

Stranger: RIGHT?????

You: NOTHING CAN STOP US

Stranger: BUT I LOVE THE PATHETIC PERVERTS TRYNA GET SOME

You: EUUUUUUUU

Stranger: WE SHALL RULE OMEGLE! BUHAHAHAHAHA

You: HAHHAHAH

You: MUAHAHAHHAHAHHA!

Stranger: BAHHHHHHHHH HUMBUG

You: LOLOLOL

You: I LOVE ARCHIE

Stranger: I LOVE...... VAGINAS!

Stranger: C:

You: :O

You: WHAAAA

Stranger: YESSSSS I LOOOOOOOOOVE VAGINAS

You: CREPPPPYYYYYY

Stranger: THEYRE SO.....

Stranger: VAGINA-ISH

You: LOLOLOL

You: ARE YOU SOME PERVERTED BASTARDDDD?

Stranger: NOOOOOO

You: HAHHAHAHA OKAYYYYYYYY

You: ASL PLSSSSSS

You: YOU'RE AWESOME, I HAFTA KNOW

Stranger: 15/GIRL/MAINE

You: OMGGGG

Stranger: I KNOW IM AWESOME.

You: YOU'RE OLDER THAN MEEE

Stranger: HOW OLD ARE YOU?!

You: 14

You: :d

You: :D

Stranger: :0 AH-MAZ-ING\

You: WE RULEEEE

Stranger: I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Stranger: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Stranger: THOSE WHERE MY CHEERIOS FOR MY BREAKFAST

You: BREAKFAST?!

You: ITS LIKE 11PM HERE

You: I LIKE CHEERIOS

You: AND CORNFLAKES

Stranger: ITS LIKE 10:00 AM WHERE I LIVE

Stranger: I LIKE CAPTAIN CRUNCH

Stranger: AND LUCKY CHARMS

You: OMG I LOVE CAPTAIN CRUNCH

You: SO CAPTAIN-EY

Stranger: SILLY RABBIT. TRIX ARE FOR KIDS!

You: I USED TO WORSHIP TRIX

You: DO U NOT LIKE ME ALREADY?

Stranger: IM SORRY I GOT DISTRACTED BY A SHINY SPOON

You: LOL

Stranger: I WANNA TROLL ON FACEBOOK. ITS FUN

You: KNIFE!

Stranger: FORK

You: KIWI!

Stranger: IMA SPORK YOU! AND THAT IS A THREAT

You: WHOAAAAAAAA

You: IM DYING

You: BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Stranger: NOOOOO!IM SORRRRRRRYYYYYY

Stranger: DONT DIEEEEEEE

You: ITS TOO LATE

You: YOU MAY LOSE ME NOWWWWWW

You: SO LONG WORLDDD

Stranger: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Stranger: MY FRIEND, DO NOT DIE!

You: IM HOLDINGGG ONNNNN

Stranger: EVEN IF YOU ARE A STRANGER

You: LOLOLOL THIS IZ SO DRAMATIC

Stranger: WE SHOULD WRITE A PLAY OR SOME SHIT

You: I WANNA BE SHAKESPEAR WHEN I GROW UP

Stranger: I WANNA BE.......................

You: DID I SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT?

Stranger: A TALKING PONY

You: PONIES ARE THE SHIZZZ

Stranger: IDK I DONT LIKE SHAKESPEAR

Stranger: I PWN N00BS ALL DAY LONG FOR A JOB

You: LOLOL

You: OVER HERE WE CALL NOOBS BOYAN

Stranger: OMNOMNOMNOM COOKIE

Stranger: WE SHOULD BE BESTEST FRIENDS

You: I KNOW

You: IF ONLY WE WEREN'T STRANGERS

You: THE WORLD WOULD'VE EXPLODED YEARS AGO

Stranger: WE WOULD'VE CAUSED MASS DESTRUCTION

You: GLOBAL WARMING!

Stranger: AND ID PUNCH BABIES IN THE HEAD

Stranger: AND I WOULD HAVE BUTT RAPED THEIR MOMS

You: LOLOLOL

You: NO NEED TO GET FEISTY THERE

Stranger: SORRY. IM NATURALLY FIESTY

You: HAHHAHAHA

You: WE SHOULD GET A CATCH PHRASE OR SOMETHING

Stranger: I WISH I KNEW YOU. YOUR ONE COOL ASS PERSON

Stranger: OH AND IMA LESBIAN

Stranger: SORRY FOR THAT ^^

You: OH LOOL

You: I WISH I KNEW YOU TOO

You: BUT IM NOT THIS FUN IN REAL LIFE

You: IM ALL SHY AND STUFF

Stranger: WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I CLICKED ON DISCONNECT?

Stranger: IM SHY TOOOOOOOO.

Stranger: YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

You: COPY AND PASTE THIS IN MY BLOG

You: AND THE TITTLE WOULD BE

You: COOLEST OMEGLER EVERRR

Stranger: IM PUTTING IT ON MY FACEBOOK

Stranger: THE TITLE FOR MINE WOULD BE THE COOLEST PERSON TALKING TO ME ON OMEGLE EVERRRRR

You: LOLOLOL

You: I NEED YOUR FACEBOOK

You: OR IS IT BETTER IF WE STAY AS STRANGERS?

Stranger: I NEED YOURS FIRST. WE HAVE TO TALK MORE INTERESTING PERSON.

Stranger: I ACCEPT ALL FRIEND REQUESTS :DDDD

You: WAITTT

You: I'LL ADD YOUUUU

Stranger: HERES THE LINK: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/RawrItzBryanna

Stranger: IM SO FUGLYYYY

You: NO WORRIES

You: IM WAYYY FUGLIERRR

Stranger: NUH UH

Stranger: IM NASTY LOOKIN'

You: NONSENSE

You: LOLOLOL

You: ADDED YOUUU

Stranger: YAYYYYYY ILL GO ACCEPT YOU

You: TEEHEE.

Stranger: I DID IT

You: WE NEED A DIABOTICAL PLAN

Stranger: WE DO

Stranger: WE SHOULD GO TALK TO PLANKTON FROM SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS

You: YEAAAA

You: I LOVE PATRICK

Stranger: HES SUCH A FOOL

Stranger: BUT HE ROCKS

You: WAIT HE LIVES IN A ROCK

You: SQUIDWARD IS GAY

Stranger: HIS NOSE LOOKS LIKE A PENIS

Stranger: LOLOLOLOL

You: HAHAHHAHA FINALLY SOMEONE WHO THINKS THAT WAY TOOO

Stranger: YESSSSSSSSSS

Stranger: PENIS-NOSE

You: HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

You: DUUUDDEEEEEE

You: I GOTTA GO

You: ITS 11.30 HERE

You: AND MY PARENTS ARE PRACTICALLY SHOUTING

Stranger: GO GETS SOME SLEEP

Stranger: NOW

Stranger: PEACE

You: GOODNIGHTTTTTT

You: I MEAN MORNING

You: OR WTV

You: HAHHAHAAHAH

You: I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

You: BEST OMEGLER EVERRRRR

Stranger: I LOVE YOUUUU TOOOO

You: LETS RULE THE WORLD SOMEDAY

Stranger: YES, LETS

You: HAVE FUN OMEGLING WITH PEVERTED DUDES

You: LOL

Stranger: KAY I WILL

Stranger: NIGHTY NIGH

You: <3333333

Stranger: <3

Stranger: GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOWWWWW. YOU NEED SLEEEEEP

2010-11-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

3rd convo :

Stranger: hi there

You: helo?

Stranger: asl pls

You: 18, f, asia

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

4th convo :

You: hiiii

Stranger: hello

You: asl?

Stranger: asl...sorry never entertain it

Stranger: you may disconnect now

You: oh righttt sorry

You: sokay

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

8th convo :

You: hi

You: are u an orange?

Stranger: hi

You: I ASKED YOU ARE YOU AN ORANGE?!

Stranger: yes

You: oh heyyyy

You: :D

You: asl?

Stranger: i like cake

You: i like pie

You: as in 22 divided by 7

Stranger: 3.14

You: isn't 3.27?

You: oh nvm i failed maths

You: oh wait its 3.142

You: ok bye

You: im boring

Stranger: yes

You: ur an orange

Stranger: ok

Stranger: bye]

You: :D

You: love you!

Stranger: improvements

Stranger: thanks

Stranger: name?

You: ur suppose to say i love you back

You: ppl call me ass

You: and i think you know why

Stranger: I love you so much

Stranger: ahsuahsuahs

You: ok bye

You: thanks fr entertaining me

You: :D

You have disconnected.

9th convo :

Stranger: heyy

Stranger: 20 m 191cms here

You: thanks for telling

You: imma soap my ears now

You have disconnected.

10th convo :

Stranger: Hi! Are you from Singapore? If you are, I’m from Singapore too! If not,
1) Are you a horny guy?
2) Horny girl?
3) Normal person who’s bored and just wants to talk?
4) Normal person who’s racist against Singaporeans and has no idea that Singaporeans aren’t just chinkies/pakis and doesn’t know that Singapore IS NOT in china/india?

If you’re number 4, you’re full of shit and I feel sorry that your general knowledge is so bad.

You: 4

You: im a malaysian

You: and im racist

You: sorry

Stranger: bye

You have disconnected.

11th convo :

Stranger: hey

You: hello

Stranger: how r you?

You: fine

You: u?

Stranger: me to

Stranger: asl

You: 18,f,canada

Stranger: ok

Stranger: I 17-m-the netherlands

You: R U RACIST AGAINST CANADIANS OR SOMETHING?

Stranger: haha

Stranger: why?

You: nvm,haha

You: just checking ;)

You: yr nt gonna ask if im a horny female or smth right?

Stranger: I can :P

Stranger: are you?

You: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

You: LULULUL

You: are youu?

Stranger: BLAME CANADA!

You: RACISTT BASTARDDD :D

Stranger: HAHA

Stranger: lets nuke it

Stranger: you can save your country to be horny

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

im so mind fucked right now.

2010-11-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

Tumblr is closing for the rest of 2010.

Iz Diz Fo Shizz?

Now I need to get a life.

Thanks.

Fairies.

2010-11-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm not in the best mood to blog right now. Not in the best mood as in the mood I get after debating with my sister. Heh, I know I suck and i'm such a sore loser when it comes to competing with my sister.

I have Taekwondo tomorrow, and for the first time after 5 months, I feel kinda, excited? Well, I shouldn't really be excited for it, because whenever I get excited for something it will go butt ugly wrong. Plus Elle's gonna be there, so I won't feel that lonely. hmm.

Okay, I feel shitty. Let's go to Tumblr!

After watching Music Bank last Friday, I kinda sorta miss Wonbin :'(

I'm not a death trap, i'm an orange

2010-11-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

I can't believe T-ara's gonna be on Hello Baby. Uhh, I barely finished Shinee's so whatever. I'm otw. I think eventho they're raising 3 kids, it'll still be quite easy for them since its Mason,Mayden and Mavin. I guess they're professional babies since they're quite famous? Right.

I feel kinda lifeless now. I think i'm gonna start exercising again. Since I gained 3 kgs these past few weeks. But i'm not trying to lose weight or anything. I just want to do something useful and not go on Tumblr every few hours. I have a life kay.Sure.

Forever and ever and ever and ever and shut up.

2010-11-12T09:21:00.000+08:00

My tittle doesn't make any sense at all, but I don't exactly care now. I like Omegle now. I mean I thought it was just some semi-porn site my friends love to go, but it's actually not that bad if you minus out the exhibitionists. *wink* But i'm not going on Omegle alone, after being flashed 89 times with Naj and Haniz yetserday. SUGAR DADDIES! Hahah, epic.

I'm on no ones team, but I have a strong feeling i'll abandon this blog (est. 2008) and run to Tumblr and be a freaking zombie there. But it's kinda turning me into a massive pervert freak, so yeah...?

Useless update, harhar.
I deleted my uh secret blog. at piczo. so whatever. its kinda boring anyways. en.

I don't know why.

2010-10-18T09:00:00.000+08:00

Met the hottest dude ever [ na'ah i'm just exagerrating ]

My life is complete.

And my taste has just went up.

I'm so happy, no one can ruin my mood.

What the -

2010-10-13T08:38:00.000+08:00

So I went to school yesterday. Big deal. I wasn't forever alone or a loner or anything.

Thank you Naj kerana mengajak saya ke sini sana dan menemani saya.

Our class was pretty much sad because we had to learn Sejarah and there's only 7 people. I learned a LOT yesterday.

I'm so anti-social, malu tak bertempat and malas. Seriously I feel so pathetic. I felt like slapping myself all day yesterday.

Oh another thing I learned from Illy and Farah E. is that once in a while everyones a hypocrite.

Let The Good Times Roll

2010-10-12T10:58:00.000+08:00

Skipped school yesterday, because most of my classmates weren't coming. I think. I really want to go to school today. I don't care if i'll be forever alone or anything else, I just want to go to school! Okay, no one's stopping me , I get it. Ha.

I noticed that a lot of people started studying already. I'm not being a paranoid or anything, but yeah, I'm scared. What if I fail or turun class or yada yada.

I need to watch Chowder more.

Releases all my stress. Radda radda.

I still watch Gossip Girl, btw.

I never stopped. hoho.

RIP

2010-10-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

Saturday

Sunday

Y U NO CLOSE?

2010-10-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

I SO WANNA GO TO SCHOOL again. Staying at home has been quite lifeless. I'm sure all of you feel dead too. I spent an hour on Tumblr with 70 pages. BEAT THAT BICESSZZ! I haven't really done a lot of work, I'm not studying as hard as most of you people are, and no, I didn't wait for anyone in particular to go online sedangkan that guy hasn't gone online for 7 months or more.

I NEED SCHOOL.

I feel so...

Pish Posh

2010-10-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

I want to pee so bad. I don't know why I like to hold in my pee, even when the nearest toilet is like 20 metres away. Okay, brb.
BACK. Well, i'm not exactly sure why am I updating this blog. My ChatBox has been quite dead *touches* , my private blog is about to die and most importantly Tumblr is getting boring like Facebook and I haven't signed in for 3 whole days. That's a lie, I just signed in yesterday.
And now i'll sign in again.

This month is full of scary movies. I even made a scheduele! Ish, lifeless.

You don't ask people to like it, wth

2010-10-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

You're nine and you dress like that.

Forever Chair. <3

Those who live in glass houses should not throw stones

2010-10-01T09:25:00.000+08:00

My tittle is pretty much like everyone I know. Seriously, no one is perfect,so shut up. I pun sekali kena shut up.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid. If you get 11-20, you are normal. If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless. People who don’t have any are full of crap. Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[x] the dark
[x ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[x ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x ] spiders

[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 5

[ ] being touched

[ ] fire

[ ] deep water

[x] snakes

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[ ] failure

[x ] success

[ ] thunder/lightning

[x ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (if have)

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (if have)
[x] rats

[ ] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

total so far: 9

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[x] death

[ ] heaven

[x] being robbed/mugged

[ ] falling

[ ] clowns

[ ] dolls

[ ] large crowds of people

[x ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors

[x] tornadoes

total so far: 13

[x] hurricanes

[x] incurable diseases

[x] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[x] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] Halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[x] being alone

[x] becoming blind

[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

total so far: 20

[x] creepy noises in the night

[x ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[ ] needles

[x ] blood

total: 23

Sure

2010-09-30T09:34:00.000+08:00

A 15-year-old named Laura Szendrei died recently because some bastard brutally beat her to death yesterday afternoon in the broad daylight, her attacker is unknown. she died in the hospital with serious brain damage from 3 blows to the head with a baseball bat, she received her surgery and made it through but was expected to live an un-normal life because of the trauma, she was taken off life support at 9:15am.

Some people are just so fucking lifeless these days.

Source : http://oldclassicromance.piczo.com/post/204590/laura_szendrei?comment=true&cr=3

Wasn't as hard

2010-09-28T08:38:00.000+08:00

My sister was so lazy to find her pyjamas, she wore a jubah. Like wtf. xD

Old times, good times

2010-09-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

Muneer, my epitome of babbling non-stop.

He uses that to blackmail everyone :\

Raya '09

:')

hehe

Masa everyone's praying, he'll be singing some song he got off the radio

My way of blackmailing :*

SQUIRREL! *looks left*

Tekun

Yela,yela

*coughs*

Aymaan, the guy who poops a lot and has a REALLY REALLY GOOD fashion sense

Nerf War!

Frienemies.

Faheem, Irshaad, Aymaan and Muneer. Stay safe in U.K. I can't believe I won't be seeing you guys for 3 fcking years. I'll miss those weekends where the house will be upside down and sleeping at 2 am because you guys nak gossip. We've been doing that ever since ... ever. heh, thank God there's Skype.

:'(

His Voice

2010-09-23T08:25:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely though.
4. Ok, go!

1. If someone says "shelf", you say?

Bo Peep Bo Peep

2. How would you describe yourself?

Mister

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Nonsense xD

4. How do you feel today?

Shake

5. What is your life's purpose?

Livin On A Prayer

6. What's your motto?

HUH

7. What do your friends think of you?

I Want You Back

8. What do you think of your parents?

Love

9. What do you think about very often?

Love Letter

10. What is 2+2?

Maggie May

11. What do you think of your best friend?

Symphony No. 25

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Love Light :')

13. What is your life story?

No Playboy

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Bang!

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

For The First Time

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Kiss

17. What will they play at your funeral?

A Hard Days Night

18. What is your biggest fear?

Candy @_@

19. What is your biggest secret?

Ring Ding Dong

20. What will you post this as?

His Voice

Man, I must be really bored

Like I Care

2010-09-22T09:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after school, I was like

and then I started to listen to emo songs,

and then I needed something to cheer me up, so I ran to take

and ate my heart out.

And then I went to tumblr and found

So I was like 'OH'

And I finally accepted the way I am.

Let's all be emo.

Bak kata Haniz, " Bila nak dapat boyfriend ni?!"

Foreigners. A heck lot of them.

2010-09-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today was the best day out of the two weeks holiday,no shizz. Went to Muneer's 5th birthday party at Bangsar. It was at Jungle Gym. I know, I was like 0___0

Reached there about 3.30, got passes and played. I was incharge of Nate & Christiano. They both have juling eyes [ especially Christiano ] but they're hot. for 5 year olds. That place was awesome. It's like so not for my age, so I had to bend down. Pft. I lost my kids after 2 minutes in that place. Well, they don't really need me because I asked them to STAY TOGETHER. They only need me when Nate lost Christiano or vice versa. Kids.

About 4 me, my sis, Irshaad and Faheem went roller-blading. Got our sizes, and went to the rink. Susah nak mati. I fell down flat on my back twice,on my knees 5 times and on my butt 9 times. Sedap. And there were 2 chinese couples dating. Obviously they laughed. Damn them.

4.30, went and eat the cake, pizza, radda radda, then back to Jungle Gym. HAHAHAH, i was so excited. :') Took care of Aidan with sis. The chinese couples were there too. And unfortunately they were attracted to Aidan. The girls were hot, but the guys. ... One looked like Jason, and the other was as tall as Tan Wang, fair, wore big,nerdy glasses. He was cute. But he wore V-NECK. GAY! Only some guys can pull it off, sorry. So yeah, the girls were like " eee, Aidan so cute,Lao gong, look at him" dengan suara yang gedik nak mampus. And the guys said hi to me, and I was like o.0 Lari. No wonder I'm not good at socialising.

Then Aidan wanted to have war with the budak comel seberang. So the shooting began, and me, I was the bullet [ balls actually ] collector. The budak comel seberang's name was Low. Hahha, as I was collecting the balls, I met this kid named Lucas. COMEL GILA NAK MATI LIKE SERIOUSLY AND I TALKED TO HIM LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW. I BET IN HIS HEAD HE'S LIKE, ' EE APA MAKCIK NI ASYIK MEMBEBEL JE' BUT I KNOW HE WON'T SAY THAT COS HE DOESN'T SPEAK MALAY. About 5.30, went roller-blading again with sis and Irshaad. Said bye to Lucas. Nak kidnap dia.

Went roller-blading and it was only us and an arabic kid. Lucas was eating at Stuff Your Face Cafe next door, and everytime I passed by, he waved. hahah, i bet the parents don't teach him about NOT TALKING TO STRANGERS. I thought he was Chinese, but actually his dad was African American and his mom was Spanish. Wowzerz.

Anyway, in an hour, I mastered the art of roller-blading and speeded like hell. And fell, a couple more times, but it was worth it. :"D
And not to brag, but one of the workers asked if i was a first timer, and I said yes, and he asked if I was an ice-skater and I said no. Heh, he said I can catch up easily.

Sure, he must say that to everyone kan?

3 Things I Learned Today

1 . It's so much easier to be friends with kids than people my age, eventhough I should.
2 . Never say yes to responsibilty of two little kids who have british accents.
3 . Don't brag, don't be vain,

OH AND, after seeing a lot of foreigners today, I think Malaysia is a steady country.

will edit later, for photos. or maybe my next post.

Faster,faster

2010-09-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

I'm uploading the MSR video to send to Hazeera. I tried sending it through YahooMail, but it exceeded the 25MB limit. UGH, the only 'fast' way to upload it is on YouTube. IF Hotmail is taking more than an hour to uplaod. I've been quite negative at home. Can't wait to see everyone again. Time is killing me slowly, yes. Can't wait to mengutuk with Haniz. I've been so good for a fortnight. OH, i've started reading SHOUT again. Hahha, back to tabloids eh? I knew it, I can't stay away from tabloids for long. PEREZ HILTON, here I come.

I FEEL SO WANTED. Hahah, i guess that's adab berblogging for you.

Yeah yeah

2010-09-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Suppose to on MSN to talk to Juju, but my siblings wanted to play Plants Vs. Zombies, so, hajat tak tercapai. Darn. ISH, i feel so anti-social this holidays. I didn't even SMS anyone after raya. Today, my tuition got cancelled [ ho yeah ] .

I really wanna do a lot of stuff now, but I wanna watch Saus Kacang, so yeah. That guy who plays in Alisa is in it. He has the same disease that Lee Minho has and this ulzzang too. *tgk bawah*

eee, awek buruk. Naah jk im just jealous

Woopeedoo

2010-09-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

Second day ;

My grandma's school :)

This trophy was my late aunt's. She died at the age of 21 because she didn't know she was pregnant and the baby was in a tube, so when the baby grew, the tube exploded, and. yeah.

Mazy

2010-09-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so lazy to upload raya photos. Maybe tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow,my dad's bringing us all to Mid Valley. Weird. My dad never takes us to KL. Like I go to KL 4 times a year. And plus he's buying clothes. CLOTHES! FOR ME. ME! Hahha. *cuak face* and we're gonna eat Tony ... yeah. that.

My Raya was fun. First day, I was a big bitch. Yeah, i'm a sombong bitch every year,but this year I was really bitchy. I DON'T LIKE SOCIALISING OKAY. Milk Campur Darah dude insulted me in a way, and I kinda felt regretful for being bitchy and bla bla blah. Milk Campur Darah is... a long story. That my sister likes. HAHA.

Second day, went back to Ipoh. I went to Pasir Salak [ heh ] and visited Tok Umi's grave. Then went to Tronoh to uh visit and stuff. Saw my nephews play PS2. FUN. sgt. Then went to a deeper side of Ipoh,ate nasi tomato and went back. My cousins came along too, thank God, or I might die alone.

Third day [ ehem, today ] went to my other grandma's house in Putrajaya. Got freaked out by the new house. *creepy music* About 6, my late grandfather's sibling came. With the rest of the family, of course. 5. freaking. cars. Yeah, everyone grew up, so sombong. I was just about to get friendly with them. Gosh,sheesh. Dahlah rempit.

I hate the fact that most of my cousins slash relatives slash family friends are guys.
I hate the fact that they're all my age.
I hate the fact that one of them is hot but rempit. But he was so annoying last time. His mom says he's metrosexual because he's vain. SHOULD SEE MY CLASS. nabil,khalish,nicholas,etc.
I hate the fact that I only play with my 1st cousins je now.

Thanks a bunch hormones!

Business

2010-09-09T14:11:00.000+08:00

YES,you can look into my sexy eye while i'm wearing my showercap. ;)

As everyone knows,tomorrow is Raya, and i'm so freaking excited,scared and tired at the same time. Excited because ... idk

Scared because of the crowd that's gonna come tomorrow.

AND TIRED because i'm on kitchen duty tomorrow [ i get kitchen duty every year because my grandma said i'm not good at socializing,pfft ]

I'm on lunch break now [ as if i can eat or anything ] before continue cooking later. oh yeah.

Rendang Ayam batch no. 1

Rendang Daging [ not much requests, so we did really little ]

Rendang Ayam batch no. 2

In the process of Rendang Ayam batch no. 3 [ my pride and joy :') ]

The 7 red onions,2 white onions and ginger I cut.

Utamakan Kebersihan

Rendang Ayam batch no. 1

Rendang Ayam batch no. 2

Rendang Ayam batch no. 3 :')

Ketupat batch 1/7 [ no way am I gonna wait for all 7 batches ]

Vegetarian Kuah Kacang [ my other pride and joy :") ]

Non-Vege Kuah Kacang

It looks kinda clean

Aunty Brenda made us Jam Tart Besar Tahap Gaban.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE OUT THERE,

I'VE BEEN A REAL FEMALE DOG THIS YEAR, I KNOW!

SO,I'M REALLY SORRY. I'LL TRY TO BE BETTER FROM NOW ON.

Which Star are you from?

2010-09-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

HAI, INI SAYA. NICE TO MEET YOU.

Hahah,okay,okay,i'll admit. I was a bit too dramatic in the last post. But I still won't be logging in Facebook. My privacy has been interrupted. I hate that. It's been about 24 hours since I last logged in. JACKPOT.

I have tuition. Homeworks are pilling up. ish. Whyla is Mr.Ram so rajin?!

PrtScn malas nak edit.

Ini pun sekali.

OHMYGODWHYCANTGUYSBELIKEHIM.

YA HEARD THAT RIGHT!

tak betul.

sial

2010-09-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

Hi, this might be my last post for.EVER. My dad is like freaking pissed at me because of my Facebook profile. I want to deactivate it, tapi nanti tak cool pulak. So,I won't be logging in a lot of stuff. I'll still be on Tumblr. But the others,na'ah.

susah hidup aku.

MARIMAR

2010-09-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a good way to end school before 2 weeks of slacking. Ran off to Arni's house with Haniz and Annur. Stalked some people *mukatakmaju* , watched Nigahiga, overall, it was good. :)

Chatted with Juju yesterday, she has Super Junior angpau?

HAVE I POSTED THIS BEFORE?

Wit is cultured insolence

2010-09-03T08:58:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FINISHED PLANTS VS. ZOMBIES.

HECK YES!

Currently watching Hammer Session because Hayami Mokomichi is in it.

*drools*

Today's the last day of school.

T________________T

You still turn me on

2010-09-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

That's me, in John Lennon version, 20 years later.

Bangs Buruk and Pendek.

Haniz, i'll fufill your showercap wish later. ;)

ish FML FML...FML LAGI.

2010-09-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

Okay, I wanna stop being an ustazah for a while. *pergi JAIS or JAWI or something*

I couldn't eat my fucking dinner, I can't even watch TV, now nak guna Internet pun susah. OMG, kill me now. Wait,no, I still treasure my life. As if.

Whyla my parents are so annoying and over freaking protective. You might think your life sucks when your parents restrict you from going out and stuff, but at least you dapat lah keluar.

FML lagi.

Okay, saya akan bertukar menjadi ustazah balik. BERTUKAR! *cheap sound effects*

easy access line

2010-08-31T09:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Independence Day , Malaysia! I'm so glad that I grew up [well, still growing] in this dramatic country. Full of dramas, i tell you.

Anyways, i'm not gonna post anything about WOWP anymore, so this will be my last post

Crap, my nose is bleeding *runs*

I find your hypocrisy funny for pointing at me

2010-08-30T09:58:00.000+08:00

First of all, I haven't finished editing my blog yet. :o

Second of all ?, I'd like to say THANK YOU to Farah for maing me her role model. Sebenarnya tak perlu, i'm not much of a good model, :\.

Thirdly, I need to get some ideas for this darn blog.

Shake it like a polaroid

2010-08-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

My new blog skin. Simple, i like. :) I'll be editing everything later, because I have tuition at 3 and I haven't even started those *bleep* homeworks.

Oh and FYI, this is what I watch everyday after sahur :D

More fun than a barrel of monkeys

2010-08-28T09:33:00.000+08:00

H-H-HEY. Suppose to be a free day today, but as usual, got ~~cancelled.~~ No, i'm not going out. My mom was in a car accident on wednesday,so yadda,yadda, police reports, claims and much more. So today, i'll be staying at home. Bored out of my mind. My mom asked me to study, which I should since my grades are so beneath my expectations and beyond reach. Plus, I feel guilty because my mom spent a lot on my tuition fees.

Oh well, I guess I shouldn't waste my time today. I'm gonna watch TV all day long. Wait, na'ah i'll lend my not-so-useful hand to the kitchen.

Hazeera told me there'll be some sort of My School Rocks stuff showing on TV from 5pm until 11pm on Disney Channel. Stay tuned.

I never told a lie, and that makes me a liar

2010-08-25T18:03:00.000+08:00

WHY IS TUMBLR SO MEAN?

Okay,hi,I went to school. My mom didn't nag about my tak-seberapa satisfying results. But my tuition teacher did. 0.o I'm not bored now, i'm kinda busy, but I need to update this blog. But it doesn't bring me any good anyway,NOT LIKE SOMEONE IS READING [ chatbox mati sudah -.-' ]

My sister is at ze bazaar now. I wish I could follow her. Hey, if you're going buy for me nasi pattaya slash beriyani slash ayam percik kay? THANKS.

Okay now i'm bored.

This is so cute ^.^

Mari kita bershisha baby.

ugh my face is so steamed?

500 days of summer

2010-08-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Hiii, I just did illegal stuff. And the police passed by, and they were like *not caring* HAIH, apo nak jadi polis-polis zaman sekarang?

I'll camwhored while doing ze illegal stuff. So stay tuned to my next post.

There's an Everton match now. HOHO, boii.

Oh, akhir kata, I want to watch 500 Days Of Summer.

ROFL

He can move his butt like that

2010-08-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

*waiting for Naj to update*

Guess what?

I'm the Patrol Leader for *wait for it* HELANG!

SEDIH because I don't know anyone from Helang. Naj got Pekaka. Sh** you mannnn.

But anyways, i'm still proud and thankful. :') And Jason is my penolong. Ye, Jason yang blur tu. I think he deserves my post, because his ranking is higher than me and he has a Panduan Pengakap Muda book.

nerd.

Oh, sila ke Naj's blog. We camwhored sikit je.

She's back yeah

2010-08-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

SUSHAY

Cousinzzz. :'(

ISH KENAPA LA LAWA SANGAT GO DAI

exams are over and done with. Caozerz

You're Gonna Lose That Girl

2010-08-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Since my sister is in ,' The Beatles' mode, I kinda got carried away too. Oh, Yongsworth, if you're reading this, here's a John Lennon quote for you ;

Okay, I finished my LONG AND DRAGGY Geography folio. It's printing now. The sound of relief. :*

AND, since when did kids get so pretty?!

2010-08-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

Draco, I thought we had something special. :'(

Anyways, yesterday was a productive day. I didn't waste much time. I'm so happy. ^.^ Plus, I wasn't even hungry / thirsty yesterday. *Holy music* I know, I missed a lot at school. It's always like that. Psh.

I have nothing to do today, my mom's sick, so i'll have to stay home all day. Geography folio's deadline is in 2 days and I don't even know the tittle! SHI-

No cursing in this holy month.

So shut off boy

2010-08-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

A picture from last year ^

I. Look. So. GAY.

I'm not going to school tomorrow. I told my mom about my incomplete homeworks, folios, and much more. BIG MISTAKE. Adoii, my mom said .. okay i can't remember what she said, but she asked me to complete everything by tomorrow.

SO MUCH FOR BEING OPEN TO MUMSIE.

Won't be updating much because i have devoted most of my love and time to TUMBLR. Tumblr makes me emo, but whatever, I can't be happy ALL THE TIME can I? *raises an eyebrow*

I'm going to eat Cadbury Flakes and KitKat for supper. With Dutch Lady Chocolate flavoured milk, of cos.

I'm gonna start the 30 letters in 30 days thingy after exam, SO BEWARE of long letters nanti!

Tuition got cancelled today and for the rest of the week,

my deepest takziahs to Mr. Ram and family.

Howohwoh

2010-08-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

hello people. Exam's next week. Kinda scared, kinda don't really care. I don't feel right somehow. I think I woke up in a really baddddddd mood. Hahha, tafak, whatever. I don't feel like doing anything right now. Last night my mom sorta NAGGED at me. Surprising, she never nags at me. She said i've been slacking off and stuff. OKAY MOMSIE, i get it.

hey, ever noticed that I changed my layout and I didn't put my cbox? I hate cboxes. Just comment if you wanna criticize me. Speaking of critics, I became one yesterday. Weehoo. A few people asked me to write down what I think of this album, that album, yada yada. I feel useful for once.

And I changed my freaking tumblr URL.

http://gotmelikeohmygosh-shiningtaemin.tumblr.com/

BECAUSE some people just don't know how to thank and credit me. INSTEAD, that person said I copied her.

I know how you feel Naj.

no loife

2010-08-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously gonna miss these dorky cousins :'(

2 in the morning face

Ayyy amigas para siempre

For old time's sake

2010-08-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Because Of

2010-08-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

Oh Patrick, I feel you.

This blog is so blehhh. Hahha, yesterday night was an emotional night for me. Thanks a lot random blogs! I haven't really made any progress on my Geography folio. THAT'S WHY I'M AWESOME. I also haven't been exercising for a while. Ever since I quit swimming class, i'm becoming more lazy. My 4 packs have turned to 2. Yeah, i'm not that hard anymore :(

And if my mom knew about this whole slacking thing, she's gonna set up boot camp for me.

CRAPPPPPPPPPPP.

Oh, and my teenage hormones are partying right now. So bear with me. (wo00o0ooo!)

I'm so sorry

2010-07-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

when I arrived late

ke-pro-an

escalator that is really high 0.o

first few schools we watched

What are you touching Hazeera?!

sama-sama gedik & lawa.

running to 'zac efron'

very gatal indeed

ehem*

*ahem-ahem

CBN!!!!!

look at their legs!!

Naj's close-up

hhaha,tak perlu!

*kebosanan*

cheering with SKSS poms

SMK P?

i'm still curious about their gender..

photos gila punya!

masa tengah tunggu for Gabriella to say ,'TROY!~'

muka tak mau belah

pretty lights

Best Costume, CBN group 3? [& kegedikan]

Best Cheerleading Team ,SKSS!!!<3 [someone upload it on fb and tag]

Best Theme , CBN Group 4? [graduation theme]

Champions, CBN Group 6? [ look at photos above,CBN!!!]

Vivien, back home at last!~

Can't upload videos, sorry.

Oh no you didn't.

2010-07-20T09:06:00.000+08:00

Watch out football head!

Umm,hi. I'm super scared of this coming Friday. Open Day. I dropped from number 2 to 10. Yeah, and i don't think my mom is very fond of that. :\

The competition is this Sunday. Somehow, I want to get it over and done with.

I like to change topics every few seconds, i don't know why.

CRAP, my KH h/w is undone. Lazy.

I'll go back to studying next week. I've been slacking off a lot.

And the taekwondo tournament is this month?

Bodoh.

Kimi Dake?

2010-07-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Can I kidnap him, and wrap him up in a box and and

get him for my birthday.

Sumpah comel.

Let's Go.

2010-07-13T08:19:00.000+08:00

Xabi! :'(

That kick

*Yellow card*

Viva La Espanol

Suami orang

I can't believe the World Cup has finished. And what a great ending it had. I like the trophy receiving ceremony. Someone in the crowd almost stole the trophy. 0.o

BONUS:

What is this thing you call boob?

It's Not Me, It's You.

2010-07-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

It's decided. *sighs*

I'M MARRYING SOMEONE BRITISH

Wild Partay!

or maybe South Americans,mana-mana pun boleh.

Teringat akan rakan-rakanku di sekolah.

Blow your kisses, girls!

Cibai, saya mahu!

Hey, I'm Paris Hilton.

GAY

:'(

Someone really painted this

HA! Tenganga ko!

I agree with you, Mr. Star.

Sorry, I got excited!

Hotsetap sial

2010-07-05T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hahah,Nazwan said *points at tittle* to Juju. BWAHAHAHHA.
Fourian Fare was okay. A teeny bit fun. Came early, then Fadhli came. Blahblahblah, shift was 9-10. A lot of people actually came. I was prettay much shocked. Then my family came. I didn't want them to come, because I was embarassed. I'm so kurang ajar, I know. So I snapped out of it and layan-ed my family as good as possible. Tan Wang and Ken Yee are so nice melayan kerenah my adiks. Hahahah, terharu :,D After that, hang-ed with Juju, Aina and Sara. Juju had to go back, so I decided to queue outside the haunted house. 2 WHOLE FREAKING HOURS. Shang Shi kept on asking how long i've been waiting. >.< Then when it was finally our turn, I was sho happy. Went with Naj, my sis and my sis' friend, Farisha. It wasn't that scary, but we were crapping and shouting a lot in there. LOLZ. Then balik.

I noticed the fact that everyone was as friendly as hell on that day. Saw Andy and Vengkat. I miss crapping with Vengkat. Hahhaha.

The very next day,went to Taekwondo. Bored as hell. And I got another comment saying that I should smile and be more friendly. Got a lecture from mumsie and gramsie that I should be more OPEN. Sounds wrong.

Got food-poisoned.

Watched Angus,Thongs and Perfect Snogging. After that Big Fat Liar,then, 17 Again.
Aaron Johnson is so freaking ~~delicious~~,HOT.
And baru sekarang I notice how hot Zac Efron is. Serious shat.

Buruk sial

All Day Long

2010-06-28T11:36:00.000+08:00

(Y)

Finally, after 14 years,my first gold medal

And I don't think I can understand it.

This is my second time going to the gym.

2010-06-25T08:59:00.000+08:00

First to register,and now to renew it.

Okay,so my results are satisfying. Totally screwed up BM and Agama. *_* And my mom is pissed with my Agama result,but my dad was okay. Yeah,I didn't go to school today. I wanted to go and see Mantap and Co., but my back hurts. I don't have a lot to do today. I'm going to the dentist at 3, but I wanna watch Music Bank.

Meaningless post,hahah,i'm bored.

So I was all

2010-06-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Spain vs. Switzerland. BEFORE THEY SCORED.

Portugal vs. Ivory Coast. Hahah, semangat gila o_0

MILKY | Menyambut kedatangan Timothy.

To the left.to the left.

*walks* * camwhores*

I'M NOT A DOG!

We're with you

2010-06-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

Bapak ah Spain lost to Switzerland. World number 2 and 24. Sian. You should've seen my expression yesterday xD Torres is hot. But I still prefer him and his sorta long hair plus headband. :DD I wonder if me and Juju are still fighting for Xabi Alonso. Hahaha, time-time tak matured.

Oh and my 800 something photos of Taemin are gone. Thanks again, damn computer.

Ole Ole Ole Ole~

2010-06-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

WOOHH! I'm in total football mode [or soccer,wtv] Hahah, I think I don't have enough sleep lately. Okay,okay, I missed at least 3 matches. I wish Jack Rodwell was in the game. More worth watching kan? I'm supporting Spain. A lot of people are supporting Spain, idk why. WELL BECAUSE THEY ROCK. I like Torres *gelak gedik* . My sister likes Ronaldo. Pshhh. My family calls him underwear boy. Speaking of family, it's more fun to watch football ramai-ramai rather than watching alone and camwhoring. Peeh, i mean who does that ? *not me*

I'm supporting South Korea too, because of................ tah, i just like South Koreans.
OHHOHH did you guys watched Brazil vs. DPR[or DRP?] Korea yesterday? Ehhh, can't believe they actually had a chance against Brazil! Portugal was a bit disappointing to me. What la Ronaldo. Now I like Fabio. :DD

I can't believe my whole post is about football. Ala, once in 4 years only right?

You're the best, around

2010-06-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

I am mute. I'm in a box. Oh no, you can't touch this. Hahaha, I am losing my sanity. Or maybe sanitary? I am watching Niga Higa videos. Yeeayya! I am also watching 24-hour batsu tag. I pity those people. I feel like a kindergartener. Why? Because my private blog hasn't been on the front page. I want that front page!!!! But I have followers more than my blogger. *kachow* I have a demonstration on Sunday. I feel like a wuss,puss,muss? I am considered the most weak person in the group. Well sorry, it's not my fault that my sister is super awesome. I can't talk because yesterday I shouted at my siblings. This is the after-effect of my mean sister attitude. Oh, I love Park Hyung Shik. I want to watch Chiquititas again. I feel like that mute girl in the story. I can't remember their names. WAIT WAIT I CAN!

Felipe,
Camilia,
Juanita,
Bautista,
Sebas(tian)
,Agustin,
Federico,
Enzo(or Renzo?),
Raul,
Rafael,
Luz,
Zoe(eee,I hate her)
,Pablo,
Francisco,
Natalia,
Lidia
And Bautista's girlfriend....Luisiana?

YEAYY,I still got it :D

The whole week from hell

2010-06-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the suspenders dear sister :D

I hope you are in the pink of health yeh?

2010-05-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

Holy, look at my last post! Sorry,overdose sugar. Exam's started, gotta hit the books. Literally hit them. I'm so lazy. I've been such a zombie lately. I like being a zombie, makes me feeling-less. I think I'm gonna keep up with this image. :)

BIEBER BLAST , HA!

I'm sorry, I can't help it! :D

Etecuh

2010-05-24T22:37:00.001+08:00

Seriously, RyanHiga is the best! Thanks Nyla for introducing him during 2008? YEAH! Hahah,you have to watch his videos. Seriously.

"Every time you hold in a fart, you're that much closer to killing a baby!"

LOL,

" I'm here saving lives."

*edits*

OMG,i'm like seriously rolling on the floor now,can't manage to even type.

SO yeah, my sister was stalking Julius and we found a link to our Swimming Instructor's fb page.

Aquathon, Swimathon, Bikethon, Cyclethon, Walkathon, Jogathon, Marathon, Climbathon, Hikethon, Biathlon, Duathlon, Triathlon, Quadthlon, Decathlon, Heptathlon.

*that was a mouthful*

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH,and his old pics were like *lmao*
LONG HAIR!!!!!! He played the drums in a band. Rambut belah tengah, pernah masuk olympics and now a lawyer.
Teacher,anda batu *shows rock sign*

Now, i'm gonna stalk Kingston and Alex. BYE.

Clique

2010-05-24T10:08:00.000+08:00

School in 2 hours. My wood work is not entirely done yet, my weekends were a bit horrible and this morning was fine. :) Yesterday I went to the hardware store, I was in a hurry so I didn't change and I wore my dad's slippers. I didn't really care,I mean who's gonna be at the hardware store anyway?!

Leanne was. It was kinda embarrassing because she dressed up really,really neat and I was oily, wearing my Chinagmai T-shirt, my lucky red pants and my dad's slippers. Well, I can't look pretty all the time,can I? *flips hair*

I can't believe my mom asked me to watch The Clique this morning. I've never heard of the movie before. The movie was okay. More of an old version of Mean Girls. I don't know why my mom asked me to watch that. :o

None of it was ever worth the risk

2010-05-21T09:21:00.000+08:00

This thing is gonna drag,drag,drag and drag. Seriously, make a decision! [ is that how you spell decision? Mozilla Firefox corrected me T.T]

I'm such a show off,yes, but this is to show that my ratings have gone ploop.

Oh yes I do.

2010-05-19T10:41:00.000+08:00

Yeh,I broke my arm :_:

PRANK YOU! That's my cousin's sling I borrowed. :P

Skipping school for 2 days isn't that bad. I have a reason for skipping school,fyi. I have the horrible sniffles and PP. I'm coming to school today! I missed the smell of sweat everywhere you go, the drama and friends, of course! I wanna watch Gossip Girl on the Internet,but it gives me nose bleeding. =.=' So, I'll just wait for it to be on tv next year. :\ OH! But I am currently watching Glee and The Secret Life Of The American Teenager. Both are okay I guess, but nothing beats Gossip Girl. :) I miss blogging here. I've been to busy on my private blog.

WELL YEAH,BECAUSE PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ IT!

Lastly, I hate Animax for showing a few shows. :(

Wednesday's awesomeness

2010-05-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

2010-05-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

What did she do to herself ? :'(

She is definitely my new favourite now :)

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

2010-05-05T11:13:00.000+08:00

I have bad news, worse news and horrible news :\ No, I have bad news only.
My granny called the doctor and asked about my left knee [that I know call Yams]
AND maybe my knee tak cukup minyak OR muscle thingy majigy. Yeah, but he said if I don't recover fast, this thing might be permanent and I might never get to do sports
again again again again AGAIN.

Whoa man, WHOA.